Hi, I'm Scarlett, an over-emotional teenager obsessed with the internet and all it has to offer, and I go by Smidge on here. I am a Maid of Heart, a Derse dreamer and a Gemini. I aspire to be well-known for my writing. I post a multitude of things and tag all of my fandoms, so you can blacklist/browse as you please.
so… as i get closer and closer to graduation, and still haven’t heard anything from miami, i am more and more coming to terms with the idea of going to scad, and moving away from the camp people here in ohio.
i could still work at the ohio camps this summer, but scad is in savannah. savannah is the like… capitol of girl scouts. and i was just looking at camps there, and they are all so gorgeous. i’m not quite sure how they work, though, because apparently there are some that don’t have camp staff, that it’s just the troops that go with their leaders or whatever for a week. but there is a bunch of traditional residence camps, with amply funded resources (i mean, again, it’s savannah) and i’m just imagining how great it would be. and scad is such a good school.
but then again, if i do get into miami, i’ll be able to stay here. with dragon, link, cuffs, and jingles… and i know the camps already, i know the staff. and miami is also a really good school, and they also have sports teams, like hockey and such. and it’s more similar to an actual college environment. and i just… i am so conflicted right now. i don’t know how to handle this. i fucking suck at making major decisions. i don’t know what to do, because the admission deadline for scad is the first of april, and if i don’t hear from miami in time…. i don’t know…
you know how SNK has these bio sheets at the beginning of each manga?
and whenever a character dies, their picture is show in the following volume with an X over their face?
then, in the volume after that, their picture is taken out entirely
BUT DO YOU KNOW WHO’S FRECKLY ASSHOLE
KEEPS SHOWING UP
IN EVERY MANGA?
it’s very frustrating being a girl and trying to flirt with other girls like. you tell them, ur cute. ‘Aw thank you’ no. no i’m being gay with you. homo intended. damn it
i want to get back into writing i have forgotten how much i love writing, but i haven’t had the time or motivation. i want to write fanfic again, but i also want to finish my small narrative i have going, but i also want to do something with eve and sasha, but i also want to write an actual novel. and that’s my problem is that i want it so badly, and i know i’m decent at it, but i literally just don’t have the time. and that makes me so sad.
pairing you really love
pairing you couldn’t give a shit about even if you tried
saw ‘the wind rises’ today with nicholiorino, and it was really good and i almost cried, but i didn’t.